Still Kicking ...

been a very busy summer still trying to get the house organized and tossing stuff . Its very hard to trow things away that I have spent my life collecting but so as life nothing to do but continue ...I bought a couple of tents at amazon that are awesome but it so cold outside I have only slept in ours a few times I am hoping august is warmer than this july has been ..

  Another fun thing I have been doing is raising Monarchs oh what joy they bring to me you can check out my you tube channel for my videos and her is a lil shot of Rylan releasing one into the yard

Going Home today ....

Where I belong..... for now and hopefully for good yay....https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7bnX-6sJZBw&feature=youtu.be

Sounds like my hosue will be done tonight

The plan is to go home tomorrow ...Then the big work starts and I know we are probably going to regress in our heath while I sanitize the whole house ...But looking forward to going home ...Of course the forecast is for rain off and on for the next week that interferes with my plans of sending the boys outside for the daytime hours ...Not sure how things will play  out but I am looking forward to getting started ... today I have a head ache and a toothache I will go in next week to see about getting the molar pulled that was a failed root canal I just spent $400 like 2 months ago to see if it could possible save my tooth but it don't seem like that's going to happen ..That tooth has been a thron in my side for too long and I read that it can carry infection that could prevent me from healing from the mold issues so its going going going to be gone ...

A idea I had last night

I was thinking that we should put plexiglass on the wall behind the washing machine and under the sinks so we could look in the walls more often and see if any leaks develop ...I don't know... to me it sounds like a good idea ...but sometime I guess my ideas are crazy LOL

Ear infection.. Mold fighting back...

Finally after almost 3 weeks including 3 trips to urgent care and 2 doses of antibiotics and some steriods Andrew will get into the ENT tomarrow for his ear ...Antibiotic are bad when your dealing with mold /candida issues, but I don't know how to clear this stuff up naturally like ear infections I don't like to see my kids sick or in pain ... Hopefully tomorrow we can get to the root of this ear infection this is only the second one he has had in his life..I feel like mold is a beast and its doing everything in its power to overcome us, one way or another something like
        
               Mold saying this " You leave me, and have people come and tear me out of your house , well then I am going to hunt you down and give you bacterial infections then you will have to take me {{ antibiotics}}} and I will grow yeast in you " 

 I swear it feels like we are fighting for everything, our health, our home, our sanity ... Honestly we are fighting it there is no 'feel' about it ...we are in a battle and have been in it with a sneaky army of poisons...

 I read something this morning and wow the light clicked on about antibiotics you know when mold grows in the petri dishes and they have that circle around them that is clear and bacteria wont enter that is mycotoxins OMG  it makes since I never made the mold / antibiotic / bacteria connection other than knowing penicillin is made from mold its actually molds army that its made from and the army we our doing battle with ....pretty crazy huh ...and you know how everything is becoming resisitant to antibiotics well seems to me that is mold winning the war ...so its not just my family at war its honestly the whole world because when antibiotics stop working for infections then things are going to be bad ...People are going to die from things we now just pop 10 days worth of antibiotics for ...

 Also Andrews dark circles were improving but now since the leviqin they are getting darker again so there is something to this I am sure of it ...I am not doctor or scientist just a mom who is trying to fit this crazy ass puzzle together

Notes from my FB though the years of being sick

LaDawns Sleep study numbers

Total sleep time 323
sleep latency 45 minutes
REM sleep latency 380 minutes (don't know how that could be higher than I slept maybe its supposed to be 38 minutes)
436 arousals and 38 awakenings
sleep efficency 59.7%
stage 1 sleep 14.6 %
stage 2 sleep 72.4%
stage 3 sleep 3.7%
REM sleep 3.7%

396 obstructive apneas
78 obstructive Hypopneas
average duration 19.2 seconds
some of the obstructive Hypopneas 38.5 seconds
oxygen at its lowest was 76%
and I had a total of 44 minutes with my oxygen below 90%

Here is a link to a page that explains more about what the numbers mean

http://apneasupport.org/about2344.html

I can't wait to get my cpap machine.... I go for another sleep study tomorrow night to test out the cpap machine.. the doctor said I might need to get a bipap machine that kinda breaths in and out for me because of how bad my apnea is ..
No wonder I am so darn tired all the time ... 

November 24, 2010 ·

Cardioligists visit

So my doc thinks that I have a false positive for a blockage in my heart.....This happens in 10% of tests  and there is no way to know for sure if its really negative unless I have a heart cath.............I really like this doctor, he is very down to earth and  nice and has been doing this for years.... he listened to everything I had to say and my worries........ he felt so bad that he had me take this test now, he was so positive that it would just be normal so for this to happen he was a bit dumbfounded LOL I don't think he totally understands that odd stuff like this happens to me and/or my kids quite often :-/....he let me decided what I think I should do ....sooo right now I am just going to get my gastro problems fixed, see the ENT about my vocal cords to see if either one of those fixes my breathing problem and if not I am going to call him and we will discuss the cardiac cath then ...

             Gosh you guys this is so frustrating knowing what to do.......
                   if its something rare or off the wall it usually happens to me or my kids.....How come it can't be the really awesome stuff like winning 30 million in the lottery, ok so I hardly ever buy tickets maybe that's why I haven't won....so anyways here I am basically back to square 1 of why I can't breath right :-(
                  Maybe I should start smoking again since I am so darn healthy :-) I think my heart and lungs are rebelling against me for taking away the nicotine...You know this doc and the pulmonoligist  both think its stress related, maybe smoking really did ease my stress levels more than people realize ..Its just so expensive, honestly though, I think it would be much cheaper then all I have spent on doctors and medicines hmmmm and I loved smoking........ I quit for my health, and that has got me nowhere... I have learned that if your not getting the you need to quit smoking lecture, you get the your to fat lecture, now that I have been loosing weight I wonder what lecture will be next......... I am guessing it will be the you know your getting older lecture :-)
   here is a link that talks about the test  I had
http://www.heartsite.com/html/isotope_stress.html

A story my Doc told me yesterday ..

After my Ablation ((which they don't use propofal for anymore and I am totally upset about that, because I had to swallow that tube before I was totally asleep not fun !!!)) anyways My doc told a story about another of his patients that had this barrettes and decided to just get endoscopy to watch it each year, instead of getting the RFA as I am... One time she had just a little spot of cancer that was taken out, but it was already to late and she died 4 years later ..I am guessing she died fairly recently because this is the first time he told us the story ... He said if I was like 80years old then watching it wouldn't be so bad, but at my age I have so many more years for it to turn cancerous that I made a good decision .... lets just hope its gone when I get checked in 8 weeks, so no more RFA burning...I will still have to have the yearly endoscopy to make sure it don't come back, or if it does they can burn it off.....I am also hoping something changes in the next 8 weeks so I can have the propofal next time ughhhh it just makes me shudder thinking of having it done again !!!!!!!!!

October 18, 2011 ·

My naturapath doc visit

I went to the naturalpaths today she is checking my Free T3 and my reverse 3T and CBC and some other stuff and I am doing the cotisol saliva test tomarrow I have my little spit sponges all ready to go...... also going to take my temp each morning I have been running at above 99 and I am not sick other than my everyday complaining self ...she did the light in my eyes and my pupils do not stay constricted like they are supposed to and my tongue in lumpy on the sides thats a sign of food allergies ..I will go back in 2 and a half weeks for my test results she was also concerned because the WBC from my test results I had last year were all so high, she said looks like something is going on somewhere ..OMG please let this be my answer !!!!!! anything is better than not knowing what in the heck is wrong ...I am to go sugar free,gluten free, egg free and dairy free for 4 weeks to see if that gives me some improvements Thats going to be hard but if I could go through what I did last year with my esophagus I can do this diet ..I am planning on Randy and Andrew going to see her too...... Randy already takes thyroid meds and Andrews tongue and pupils are doing the same as mine ...

Did not sleep well last night

I think its from being at my house day before yesterday and my eyes felt puffy when I did wake up from my sleepless restless night ...Now I am not looking forward so much to going home ..I just know I am going to go back to feeling like shit untill I can get the house cleaned completely out ..But its gotta be done so I am going to just get through it as best I can ..I guess there will be some whining and complaining her on the blog but I gotta keep it real right ...