Monday, February 29, 2016
Sciatica and mold photos grrrr ...
I have been feeling pretty good since I left the mold house ...then last
night Rylan had his 3rd bloody nose since we left 2 weeks ago and my
back and scatic nerve are really really hurting today it is the
mycotoxins putting up a fight, the yeast, the mold that's in our
body's.... I don't know ...Today I will buy lots of yummy organic
veggies to juice... lucky Jeanie has the same juicer that I do, so I
already know how to use it ...I will also get stated on bone broths,
Chicken will be it and I will make yummy healthy foods from it ...
I have hope for a healthy future for us now that I am 99.9% sure I know what has been making us sick its just going to take time ...oh and lots of money .... Jean said we can stay as long as we need to it will be helpful for us and for her she will be in the rehab for her broken hip about 3 more weeks and this healthy way of eating we are doing again will be very good for her recovery so things are going to work out ... for her and for us !!!
I recieved the saddest text from Randy last night
**** This is going to be a daunting task. I look around at all the memories, and wonder what we can keep and what must go. I want to wait until we talk to her expert before we throw too much away. I'll get rid of magazines that are of no value, that's easy. But when I see dr. Seuss books and Rylan school books I have a different feeling. Lord help us.****
That made me cry its very hard to look around your home all the memory's of past trips and gifts from family who have passed on things that really are not replaceable for the feeling you have when you look at them, so those things will be stored untill we can figure out how to clean them or at the very least we will know we still have them we just wont look at them everyday ...My lil Wyatts foot and hand mold , Tegan and Taylors handprint footprint tiles just so many things ...and it not something he can really do his own so I am planning when the weather gets a lil nicer and all the doors and windows can be open I will go in that house to help but I will not allow the boys inside under any circumstance I just read this morning about a 11 year old boy who died at 11 years old he had mold in his bedroom and was healthy till 11 then had a anurisumwas it from the mold or just his lot in life ??? I don't know but I certianly do not want to take a chance Rylan has already lived in it his whole life and it scares me it was hidden you wouldn't even know it was there my house is not like the pictures you would see if you google toxic mold house this is what our mold looks likethis was hidden in my closet behind a rubber maid tote
And this grew after our roof leaked we had the roof replaced last summer but I never knew that this could be hiding mold it just looks water damaged...The way we learned our roof was leaking it the snow melt in 2014 was a drippy mess on our sliding glass doors at first we thought it was from when the deck roof meets the house but that spot on the ceiling that had been the size of a half dollar grew..I believe the roof probably had a lil leak the whole time we have lived there but I can not be sure
So you see what I mean and of course I have killed mold spots here and there over the years with bleach and that is a huge no no because once you kill the mold it send off mycotoxins that make you even sick that the mold ughhh ...
I have hope for a healthy future for us now that I am 99.9% sure I know what has been making us sick its just going to take time ...oh and lots of money .... Jean said we can stay as long as we need to it will be helpful for us and for her she will be in the rehab for her broken hip about 3 more weeks and this healthy way of eating we are doing again will be very good for her recovery so things are going to work out ... for her and for us !!!
I recieved the saddest text from Randy last night
**** This is going to be a daunting task. I look around at all the memories, and wonder what we can keep and what must go. I want to wait until we talk to her expert before we throw too much away. I'll get rid of magazines that are of no value, that's easy. But when I see dr. Seuss books and Rylan school books I have a different feeling. Lord help us.****
That made me cry its very hard to look around your home all the memory's of past trips and gifts from family who have passed on things that really are not replaceable for the feeling you have when you look at them, so those things will be stored untill we can figure out how to clean them or at the very least we will know we still have them we just wont look at them everyday ...My lil Wyatts foot and hand mold , Tegan and Taylors handprint footprint tiles just so many things ...and it not something he can really do his own so I am planning when the weather gets a lil nicer and all the doors and windows can be open I will go in that house to help but I will not allow the boys inside under any circumstance I just read this morning about a 11 year old boy who died at 11 years old he had mold in his bedroom and was healthy till 11 then had a anurisumwas it from the mold or just his lot in life ??? I don't know but I certianly do not want to take a chance Rylan has already lived in it his whole life and it scares me it was hidden you wouldn't even know it was there my house is not like the pictures you would see if you google toxic mold house this is what our mold looks likethis was hidden in my closet behind a rubber maid tote
And this grew after our roof leaked we had the roof replaced last summer but I never knew that this could be hiding mold it just looks water damaged...The way we learned our roof was leaking it the snow melt in 2014 was a drippy mess on our sliding glass doors at first we thought it was from when the deck roof meets the house but that spot on the ceiling that had been the size of a half dollar grew..I believe the roof probably had a lil leak the whole time we have lived there but I can not be sure
So you see what I mean and of course I have killed mold spots here and there over the years with bleach and that is a huge no no because once you kill the mold it send off mycotoxins that make you even sick that the mold ughhh ...
Saturday, February 27, 2016
A new me
So I was thinking today ...after getting Mindi home and on some good
pain meds as I was driving by the hip clothing store over in the old
Rite aid complex and realized this is my chance to totally change up my
wardrobe, since all my clothes are going in the trash ..what kind of
style do I want to be ? I am starting from scratch and not going to have
hordes of clothes I never wear ever again.... I want a nice selection
of about 20 items to mix and match not my usual clearance isle and
goodwill selections...I might be a new and improved version of me soon
...right now we are living in cheap pajamas and 1 pair of pants and a
shirt for town but I am going to have to get something soon ...
Run Run as fast as I can .....
Today my Randy finally got to see how our Rylan breathing has improved
since we left mold house.. I am so happy.. I was so scared to even leave my home, knowing it was so hard for
me to do without my Randy's blessings ...Things are turning for the
better he is accepting that it is our house making me and the boys sick
and now he seen the proof ...Randy works long hours and we only seen him
about 15 minute a night because he is staying at mold house to care for
our animals and he works very long hours ...Rylans air hunger is almost
completely gone.. though he gets out of breath quickly, while playing,
that may be life long I am afraid, since he has lived in that house his
whole life ... Randy took him to the park, while I went to the ER
with Mindi who has pneumonia ( she does not live with us) So for
those who are scared like I was of leaving, and what people think, just
give yourself permission to do what feels right in your gut ...My gut
said run for your lives, so I did ....
Friday, February 26, 2016
Day 10 out of Mold house
Well its Day 10 out Rylan breathing is finally looking like its
improving ...I stll wake up clear headed and thats good Andrew has a bad
case of jock itch going and from what I understand yeart and mold go
together hand in hand so I am thinking his body is detoxing by doing
that he would get that at mold house to along with thrush and I battle
yeast as well ...Mindi has been very very sick for the past 3 weeks and
is on her 3rd round of antibiotics she does not live in mold house and
has not for years she just got some really bad chest thing going on ..I
feel like I will be better able to blog better when my kids are feeling
better its very stressful ...Andrew in pain for a year with that stupid
boil scare ,Rylan not breathing right , Mindi so sick I think she
should be in the hospital and it all scares me to the point that I just
have to keep myself calm ...and my eyes still are a bit fuzzy looking at
the computer screen hopefully that will improve over time ...Randy and i
have not really had time to talk my phone is crap so can't talk on it
and he has to rush to mold house everyday to feed the animals ..So our
game plan is not set in stone yet ...Still need to talk to the
remeiderator guy and find out costs and stuff I want to get a travel
trailer to live in on the property and wait till the heat of summer to
do the house and give it a good time to completely dry out after all
this rain ...
Tuesday, October 2, 2012
ughhh I have been sick for over a month
I have been sick since the first week of school ughh...not sick enough
to go to the docs cause I think they would just say its allergies or
something but I don't feel good...just getting over the yucky cough and
now a sore throat, seems I have a weak constitution and I am not liking
it one bit..today I am going to try and get my coupons clipped and go
shopping but the chair and a nice warm blanket sounds so much better
right now ...
we have cub scouts meeting tonight Randy and Rylan might just have to go themselves I hate missing out on it but like I said I just don't feel good..I am hoping to get the call about getting the epidural in my lower back today I called and left a message yesterday about it I was supposed to call about a month ago but then my Dad got sick and I have been so busy with him I was to tired to even call and make the appointment ..
Lets see Mindi now has my Grandmas car so she is mobile again maybe I will send her in to do the coupon shopping if I get everything together she has been cooped up here so I think she might enjoy the outing ...
we have cub scouts meeting tonight Randy and Rylan might just have to go themselves I hate missing out on it but like I said I just don't feel good..I am hoping to get the call about getting the epidural in my lower back today I called and left a message yesterday about it I was supposed to call about a month ago but then my Dad got sick and I have been so busy with him I was to tired to even call and make the appointment ..
Lets see Mindi now has my Grandmas car so she is mobile again maybe I will send her in to do the coupon shopping if I get everything together she has been cooped up here so I think she might enjoy the outing ...
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